Tired...

I came across to a lot of people's blog, conversations and smses lately, and all of or rather most of them, talk about how busy and hectic their lives are, at the moment, all about Christmas Nite. Some are uplifting comments and some are just plain complains (not that I am saying that it's wrong or what, everyone are entitled to their opinions after all).


The thing that I sometimes find it very hard to deal is that most people think that I am very much free and just hanging around for fun. They say that they're tired of the tasks that given to them (i agree, its kinda tough) and everyone talks that their coursework is due and that they're not prepared and all. That's when...

I'm Tired of hearing people saying that the things they do, taken most of their time from course work.

I'm Tired of hearing people say that they spending too much time on this.


I'm Tired too...


I have to support myself financially for the rest of my academic year (which is 3 years to come), pay all my fees (for those who dunno!) and study and plus pass up my own coursework!
oh yeah don forget, oversee the whole christmas nite... I am almost in every dept, giving ideas and just being there.. how bout me??

I am more tired!
I am more tired of a people saying "You idiot!" talking as though i dunno anything, plus making me look stupid in front of people... respect a bit lah!!! come on lah! there's limit to everything!!!


Yet i press on, fighting the good fight....



I really tired.. and by the sound of this post, emotional! yes, i am very much emotional..









Those who are offended by this post, i am sorry but this is just my outpouring...

[Dr.Love]

You love simply because you cannot help it and once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, Love gives us a fairy tale. I agree and only love that let's us see normal things in an extraordinary way. The question is do you?

You don't love a man because he's perfect,
He is perfect because you love him.

Because I'm not perfect and will never be..
so stop trying to change me
I am what i am...
and I enjoying it to the max...

"Seduce my mind and you can have my body,
Find my soul and I'm yours forever"

Worst day ever?

6 a.m.
The clock is ringing
I need to spend an hour snoozing
'Cause I don't think I'm gonna make it

I punch in
I'm still sleeping
Watch the clock,
But it's not moving
'Cause every day is never ending
I need to work I'm always spending

And I feel like
I'm living the worst day
Over and over again
And I feel like the summer is leaving again
I feel like
I'm living the worst day
I feel like you're gone
And every day is the worst day ever

Yesterday was the worst day ever
And tomorrow won't be better
It's history repeating (on and on)
Summer plans are gone forever
I traded them in for dishpan water
And every day is never ending
I need to work I'm always spending

it's so long
I can't go on
it's so long
I can't go on

[simple plan]

Within the darkness,
You are the light that shines a way

[Waited]

“We can only appreciate the miracle of a sunrise if we have waited in the darkness”



Hey there, I'm sorry for the things that I've said. Looking back, I find that it has no relevance or whatsoever importance. I'm sorry for being so ignorant and plain idiot till I let you pass me by. Please come back to me and please can't we be like how we used to be? I'm trying my best to change and I've changed.. okay, I know we can't go back and we should not dwell in the past but we can make a better future, a new beginning, all you gotta do is.. Trust me..

for one more time...I know it's something hard.. but I'll wait.. I'm still waiting.. I missed you and I still do, Daisy.

P.s. I love you

(I never publicly said this except to you in person and that's how i felt and still do.. )







[I've waited in the darkness... I am still waiting in the dark]
(shed some light and you will discover my words)

There is one pain,

I often feel, which you will never know.

It's caused by the absence of you.

I have not lived . Until I've found someone . Worth dying for

[Still waiting for her...]