[That You may know]

Falling far from your grace,
Waiting for your warm embrace,
This world seems alien to me
Won't You welcome me home?

Caught up in the dice of the world,
In my ways, I falter away,
You and I are worlds apart,
But still God, You're holding onto me

Love brought you here,
to die on that cross
and erase my sins away

Now I am clean
clean in your blood
clean in your presence

Now I'm singing to You
You're embrace so warm to me
I feel alive in your hand
Now, I welcomed home

"For by grace you have been saved through faith,
and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works"
[Ephesians 2:8-9]

"We are saved by God's mercy, not by our own merits
By Christ's dying, not by our doing"

-Our Daily Bread-
30th Sept 08
That You may know

[Lagu Emo Ku]

Apakah dayaku?
Tuk' membuat mu mengerti,
Ku bukan sekadar memori,
yang kini kian menghilang

Apakah cintamu?
Ibarat api-api,
Berkelipan di nun langit,
Ku tak terdaya,
mencapai mu lagi

Selamat tinggal Julieku,
Semoga mu senyum selalu,
Ku hanya bisa muja mu dari sisi gelapku,
tak terdaya ku mendekati mu,
Semuanya berakhir malam ini..


I was just wandering around today at college hall and sat down.. I was waiting for my groupmates to have a discussion on our assignment.. Apparently they were late and so.. started to scribble some words down.. and surprisingly, It's in Bahasa Malaysia and some Indon words added.. hehe..

who's Julie? well, it actually my direct translation of my Juliette.. you know, from Romeo and Juliette stuff.. Well, here i'm talking bout her..

And again.. here i am.. waiting for someone to compose melody and music for this words of mine.. I really wish I have singing ability and playing guitar pro skills like Gerard and Deswyn, Kush or Jon woo.. anyone.. I really wish.. so that i don have to ask others to do it for me.. i have no idea whether they might thought that this fella has nothing better to do and always want us to compose.. but that's the fact, i can't.. but that's for now..

Somehow I feel God a bit bias.. there's alot ppl of there who don't appreciate their talents.. how i wish i have theirs.. haha.. anyway.. that's all..

Selamat tinggal

[lost?]

forsaken,forgotten,
left in the dark
to figure out if
the light will shine again...
Life has never been the same again..
Emptiness clouds my heart
and it feels nothing...

Are you there?
Are you for real?
where are your arms?
I can feel them no more..
Where are your whispers?
I can hear them no more

It's like the rain is pouring when the sun is shining
It's like standing on shifting sand
and i'm sinking deeper and deeper..

Standing at the crossroad,
looking at the signs,
just to realize that i am lost..

When will I realize?
when will I see?
past the smiles ,
that hides the pain inside
that only You can take it away..

[Remember?]

days before Freshmen Night
You were preparing and,
I gave a helping hand
Cutting flyers all day,
Was all that happened,
That's when I saw,
You for you...

Your heart was beating fast,
You couldn't fall asleep,
how i wish i could hold you,
and as i saw you to sleep,
I watched the night pass me by,
And that's when i know
You're for me...

remember when we talked outside hostel,
hours and hours just passes us by,
remember when you almost broke down,
and i was there to pick you up,
all the while you did the same too
remember when we were apart,
life doesn't feels so right
oh i remember.. i remember..

the way you smile and
the way you brush your hair
oh i can't forget itall the time we had,
i wish i can tell all
all the small things
that you did and said
how i cherish them really

maybe you didn't know
maybe you didn't see
all these i saw of you
one thing i want you to know
if these songs were to fade away
remember the time we spent together
I'll hold it right here forever

remember when i lost myself,
you were there to search,
remember when i hold your hand
that kept me warm that cold night,
remember when you needed space
i was dumbfounded and
didn't know what to do and
remember when i sent those smses,
it gave you tears and hurts
remember when I said sorry
told you that it was history
all i say is sorry
and it feels like it's not enough
till you say it's okay
won't you come and say

we're on a ride to nowhere
and it doesn't matter
as long as you there
nowhere is somewhere
you asked me where i want us to go,
i say it now anywhere or nowhere
as long as you there

[above is the some lyrics that i came up, not that great but that's how i felt, the 1st and 3rd is not in the song coz its too long, hope you'll like it]